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28 November 2025

Posted by Joanna Barnard

He Was No Longer There

In the first of a series showcasing work produced in the autumn term, I'd like to share this beautiful piece from Writing for Wellbeing participant Maggie Farran.

The prompt was I Am Learning to Abandon the World by Linda Pastan


He Was No Longer There

She felt for his warm body, next to her in the bed. The bed, they had shared for sixty years, but he was no longer there. The space next to her was empty and flat. She lay still in the bed, and her mind was in darkness. Her limbs were stiff, and she pulled the covers up to her chin. She saw everything in grey now. Colour had left her world. She just wanted to stay in bed all day and wait for the time when her side of the bed would be empty too. She forced herself to have a shower and get dressed. She walked carefully down the stairs holding onto the banister. It was a habit, so that she didn’t fall. Why didn’t she just let herself fall now? What was the point of clutching onto life? She boiled her egg and made her toast, as she did every day. She looked across the table at the empty space. On the windowsill was an orchid plant. It was temperamental and only flowered when it felt like it. She looked carefully and there it was in full colour, two bright orange flowers and a pale orange bud. After all the grey there was a vividness in their colours, that overwhelmed her. She felt the memory of his hand on her shoulder and was convinced, that over time colours would be revealed to her again. 


Photo by Barthelemy de Mazenod on Unsplash

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